- Desperation v3.1

-Desperation v3.1-

22/03/06: so yeah, some people in this world are just very narrow-minded and can't take a minute to think over something again, or just remember something very simple. for instance, my mother... everytime she comes downstairs to check on me, she expects only my homework, nothing else. so then, when she actually sees something else, like a msn or aim chat window for example. what she does, is get really, really angry and says a lot of bullshit. what is this bullshit? hey, it's her thinking that just because i have a little window open, i'm dedicating all my time to it. yes, just talking to some people takes up ALL of my concentration. i can't even do my homework now because she comes down and starts getting all pissed off because of a small thing. yeah, it's actually quite annoying ...

another thing, this morning when she was driving me to school. she tells me, she's been considering whether to take me away from school for one year and work because i lack concentration. wait, what? i lack concentration, and that's why i shouldn't go to school for one year? i think that's complete crap. why i think that way? hmm.. let's just see for a bit, i lack concentration, and i'm getting a 88 average at school. yeah, i obviously lack concentration if i'm getting that LOW on my courses. just pisses me off so much sometimes, geez.

oh.. and it's also my birthday. great day so far eh?

14/02/06: hmm.. i should have some random post thingy sometime soon because my timetable has been pretty hectic lately >< but that's probably not excuse because everyone else also has evil timetables so yeah.. i actually have a little notepad document which has some things i wanted to post, like some little notes on the france trip. however, that has been delayed, over and over again and i keep adding to the massive notepad hoping that some day i will actually finish everything and be able to post a billion and a half page long blog entry..

so yeah, just some random little thing. the courses i have for this semester are business, english, science and a random little computer course thing. so yeah.. i basically hate this semester, except for the computer class.. except the teacher sucks so i guess that course also stinks.

and on another note! HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!! as always, i spent the day alone, with no girls.... >< except! some nice little girls invited me to go skating, so i guess i could've actually had a different valentine's day if it weren't for a stupid doctor's appointment >< so that's why valentine's day sucked again....

24/12/05: france trip starts... tomorrow! and merry christmas everyone and have a happy new year!