My Shit
Here is just some of the stuff that I have written
8/12/04
Guess It Wasn’t Enough
I thought you were different
But once again I was wrong
Yeah we held hands for a while
But that didn’t last
Guess it wasn’t enough
Well thats just tough
I’m sorry I didn’t realize you were so lame
But I guess you’re all the same
You’re looking for something more than I wanna give
Well thats tough shit
You called me up and we talked for a while
But when I called you back
You said you didn’t know me
But I recognized the sound your voice
Guess it wasn’t enough
Well thats just tough
I’m sorry I didn’t realize you were so lame
But I guess you’re all the same
Can’t we go back to the time
That you were in my room
Yeah we wrestled a while
But I guess it just wasn’t enough
But guess what no you’re not enough
I guess I expected to much
Cuz you’ll never be enough
3-12-04
This is for a boy
Written by a girl
Whose had her heart torn out
All she wants is for him to see her
But all he see's is straight through her
Now she cries her self to sleep every night
Hopeing that tomorrows gonna be alright
But once again the world screws her over
And she feels like nothig again
And he's the only one
Who makes her feel amazing and worthless
At the same time
But she's never been good enough for him
And she's even alone in her dreams
Now he's the reason she wants to end it all
He's the reason she wants to take the fall
She writes another love poem
That he'll never get to read
She'll sing another love song
That he'll never get to hear
She'll die young and alone
And he'll never know
They were so close yet so far away
And now she's left here to decay
3-2-04
Still alone
And there's no one here to hold
Happiness fades away
As sadness decides to stay
once again feeling like shit
Knowing that I just don't fit
2-18-04
Endless dreams and sleepless nights
Moments gone and days passed by
Rolloing tears and falling rain
Echoing vioces and a dark shadow
Words unspoken and stories not told
Love for sale and fairy tales
Bad days and lonely nights
Sad songs and lullibys
Shooting stars and broken hearts
Hopeless wishes and fearless fights
Red roses and letters to you
Old photographs and distant memories
Solem faces and a meaningless kiss
Only frowns and no smiles
Depression thrives and love poems written
Empty beds and pillow hugging
A worthless life and a suicide mission
Shattered souls and empty cries
All caused by you
1-28-04
Although so young
You're hearts been torn
Too many times to count
But you have to stay tough
Alhtough your edges have become rough
You'll be better in the end
Just give you're heart time to mend
you know he doesn't miss you
Or even think about you
And there's nothing you can do
Pick yourself up off the floor you're not so poor
On you're sleeve don't hold you're heart
Don't make it so easy to fall apart
So young but not so helpless
