by Natalie
“Miss
Granger, what are you looking at?”
Professor Snape scowled as he passed behind Hermione Granger that Friday
evening in September.
“N-nothing,
Sir. I was just wondering…”
Hermione was in the Potions classroom serving detention. Her Owl-Hastening Potion, a challenging
but not impossible concoction, had been uncustomarily sloppy, and Professor
Snape had held her back to complete it to his
satisfaction.
“Hmmm…what
a coincidence. I was also
wondering… Wondering how you can expect to obtain satisfactory marks in your
classes if you do not pay attention to what you are doing. Do you think I will find the answer to
my speculations in this phial here?” He gestured with the filled
container of viscous amber liquid in his hands.
Hermione
shook her head, then said softly, “No, sir.”
“Then
why are you looking there? Does
this bottle, unbeknownst to me, magically provide the answers to your
questions?” Professor Snape
sighed. “Never mind. Carry on.” He placed the phial carefully on the
shelf of medical concoctions to be picked up by Madam Pomfrey, and sat wearily
behind his desk. “What were you
wondering, Miss Granger? To satisfy
my curiosity.”
“Oh,
it’s really nothing,” she replied.
Looking up to see her Potions professor grimacing at her, she added,
“Your Vitality Tonic is so uniform, and such a nice caramel colour. I was wondering how you get it like
that. I’ve been – ” Hermione
trailed off self-consciously, betrayed by her guileless Gryffindor
temperament…Snape saw instantly what he had come to think of as the ‘Gryffindor
Wrongfootedness Face’ – the look that said ‘Oh crap! Why did I open my big
mouth!’
“You
have been…” Professor Snape prompted in his softest voice, making Hermione
shiver with foreboding. For a beat
the air was totally quiet, except for the softly-bubbling cauldron of Hermione’s
assignment.
Suddenly
Hermione Granger’s eyes filled with tears, and the Potions Professor sat up in
alarm. “I’ve been – practicing –
the – Vitality potion – but – it doesn’t – ever – turnoutlikeyoursdoes,” she
choked out before bursting into sobs and turning to face the back of the room,
her face hidden in her hands.
“And
why may I ask, would you be practicing the Vitality potion? A very difficult and time-consuming
concoction that – correct me if I am wrong – is not on the Potions
Syllabus for Hogwarts students. Or
perhaps you again think you know something I do not?” Apparently oblivious to her tears,
Professor Snape continued to question her in his soft but insistent
voice.
Hermione
poked around in her pockets but didn’t seem to find what she was looking for,
and took to scrubbing her blotchy face with the hem of her school robes. Professor Snape sighed and cleared his
throat. Turning to look at him,
Hermione saw that he was waving a square of white cloth from his place behind
his desk. “Oh, for Heaven’s
sake. Do you not carry a
handkerchief, Miss Granger? If you
are going to continue to indulge in juvenile hysterics in my classroom, I insist
that in future, you do so.”
Approaching him, she retrieved the iron-creased fabric and blew noisily
into it.
In
fits and starts, with much sniffling and several drying charms, the truth came
out. Miss Granger’s cat, the
unsinkable Crookshanks, was having trouble with his eyes. The proprietors of the pet shop she’d
bought him from had recommended several potions, but they hadn’t been
working. An expert, put upon by
Miss Granger during the first Hogsmeade weekend, had speculated that the cat’s
ancestry must contain blood from a more exotic creature than a kneazle, and the
feline’s prognosis looked quite un-encouraging.
Miss
Granger’s next step was to undertake a series of unsupervised, untested and
unproven potions experiments, executed in some secret location during the wee
hours. Her recipes (the basis of
her heartstoppingly glib and irresponsible trials) came mostly from the
Restricted Section of the library, and her ingredients were (thankfully)
purchased with her own money at the Apothecary in
Hogsmeade.
“Do
you have any idea what you could have done to yourself – to THE SCHOOL – with
the ingredients you were working with in – in – in there?” Snape yelled at her at the top of his
lungs, once she’d finished describing, amidst sobs and snotty gulps, her tale of
woe. “Stupid girl! You could have gotten yourself
killed! Burnt a hole in the
floor! Turned the next person who
walked into the room into a creature too horrible to imagine!” Snape paced in short turns behind his
desk, wringing his hands as if in an attempt to keep from throttling his star
pupil. “You could have gotten me
fired!”
”I’m
sorry Sir,” Hermione replied wetly, “But I took lots of precautions, truly I
did. I cleaned the bathroom floor really w – oops – I mean I never took my eyes
off the cauldron when I was blackening the Vampire Bats’ guano, and –
”
Snape
interrupted her. “Vampire Bats’
Guano??? You were blackening
Vampire Bats’ Guano in a student’s cauldron in a bathroom –
without any supervision – and without proper ventilation? WHAT WERE YOU
THINKING?”
Hermione
had started to cry again. “I don’t
know Sir,” she gulped, “I – “
Professor
Snape silenced her with a wave.
“Never mind. I don’t
actually want to know what you’re thinking – I’m sure that whatever it
is, I’d be disappointed. Get out of
here, Miss Granger. Your detention
is over.” Professor Snape shook his
head wearily and sank into his chair.
“But
– my potion…”
“Miss
Granger, you got zero on your potion.
Now leave.”
-*~~*~~*-
Hermione
Granger was very apprehensive come the next Potions lesson. She wanted very much to make up for the
loss of marks from her last assignment, but she was afraid to draw attention to
herself in case Professor Snape was still angry.
The
lesson was uneventful, but her worst fears were realised when the rest of the
pupils stood up to leave. “Miss
Granger. See me after class.” Professor Snape spoke without looking up
from the parchment he was writing on, but Hermione thought she could feel the
malice radiating from him nonetheless.
Hermione
waited at her workstation until all the other students were gone, then she arose
and stood in front of Professor Snape’s desk. “Yes, Sir,” she
said.
Professor
Snape leaned back and sighed, eyeing her speculatively. “During our – discussion – last week I
neglected to extract a promise from you not to continue your ill-conceived
experiments. Have
you?”
“Have
I what, Sir,” Hermione asked, shifting her weight nervously from foot to
foot.
“Never
mind, Miss Granger. You just
answered my question.” For a moment she just stood there, staring at her Potions
professor – who was in turn staring back.
What glittered in his black eyes, contemplation or malice, was difficult
to tell.
“Miss
Granger,” he said in his softest yet most dangerous voice, “You cannot continue
to test experimental potions of your own design with inferior equipment in a
disused, ill-lit girls’ bathroom without supervision.”
Hermione
pressed her lips together and tears sprang to her eyes. “But Sir, if I don’t find something that
works, Crookshanks’ eyes will just keep getting worse, he –
“
Snape
waved his hand dismissively. “Yes
yes. Spare me the sentimental
mewling. I assume you have been to
see Madam Pomfrey about this matter?”
Snape crooked an eyebrow at her.
“No,
Professor – I thought – well, I’m sure she would think it was a waste of her
time,” Hermione said, looking at her shoes.
“Hmmm. Possibly. But I daresay she would consider
re-attaching your epidermis to your corpus, restoring your humanoid features or
re-growing one of your limbs to be if not a waste of her time, certainly a
tedious diversion – and that is what I predict she will be doing to you, or
something like, if you continue to fiddle with stuff outside your competence,
girl.”
Hermione
remained silent.
“So,
I think the first order of business is for you to speak with Madam Pomfrey about
your predicament – or should I say your feline’s
predicament.”
“First
step, Sir?” Hermione asked.
Professor
Snape sighed. “Yes, Miss Granger,”
he said dryly. “No sense in you
wasting your time if a remedy already exists.”
“But
– Sir, you’re not going to make me pro-“
Professor
Snape silenced her with a glare.
“Miss Granger, what kind of a person do you think I would be if I were to
allow you to continue those ill-advised experiments in the – loo?” He made a face and continued, “During
hours when you should be working on the challenging coursework of your final
year?” Snape shook his head. “On second thoughts, don’t answer
that. Let me just say that it
cannot be done. It is dangerous,
improper and a waste of time. If
something were to happen, or if any of the Governors were to catch wind of it,
both myself and the Headmaster, not to mention your Head of House, would most
likely be sacked.” Hermione quailed
at his words.
“However. I am savvy enough about the stubbornness
and irrationality of teenage girls – especially where their pets are concerned –
to know that it would be useless of me to forbid you to try to come up with a
solution. Am I
right?”
Thinking
that he would take back his words and tell her that he didn’t want to know what
she was thinking, Hermione kept silent.
When his speculative look turned into a glare, she nodded diffidently and
sighed. “Yes Professor Snape, I
would continue to try, even if you forbade me. But at least if you forbid me you can’t
be held responsible?! I’d be
disobeying orders!”
Snape
shook his head with a look that said ‘nice try’. “No, I’m afraid that won’t do. I know about it, therefore it is
incumbent upon me to ensure that it doesn’t continue. By whatever means necessary, including
informing the Headmaster, which I have done.”
Hermione’s
face crumpled, and she fished in her sleeve for a moment and retrieved a huge,
wrinkly ball of polka-dot cotton.
At Professor Snape’s look of dismay, she said, sniffling, “It’s
Hagrid’s. I was visiting him, and I
got to talking about Crookshanks, and…” Snape rolled his eyes. “What did Professor Dumbledore
say?”
“He
agreed with me,” Snape said silkily.
“Oh.” Without asking to be excused, Hermione
turned and after picking up her book bag from her desk, made her way to the
door. Professor Snape’s voice
stopped her.
“Miss
Granger.”
“Yes
Professor?”
“You
give up too easily. Come back
here. And pick up some backbone on
your way, if you please?” Hermione
trudged back to Snape’s desk. “Miss
Granger. I advise you not to go
into a career in the area of Magical Law Enforcement – you make a terrible
interrogator.”
Hermione
again stood before the Potions master’s desk, looking confused. “Sir?” She said
questioningly.
“For
the record, you never asked me what the Headmaster was agreeing
with.”
After
a pause, Hermione closed her eyes in frustration before saying, “Professor, what
was the Headmaster agreeing with?”
Snape
nodded. “That’s better. He was agreeing with my suggestion. Miss Granger. Neither the Headmaster nor I can allow
you to continue your potions experiments unsupervised. To that end, Mr Filch and Mrs Norris
will be on the lookout for you, and points will be taken and detentions levied
if you are found doing so.” Hermione hung her head and blew noisily into
Hagrid’s handkerchief.
“However. Every Thursday, I spend the whole
evening here, grading papers. It
would be acceptable to me if you came here and, using your own ingredients,
conducted your experiments with my supervision. I would not be available to advise or –
rescue – you, and you would be allowed to work for only one night a week,
but in this more suitable venue, you will probably find that you won’t lose too
much time.” Hermione looked up in
surprise and Snape shook a finger at her.
“I
will not have you bothering me or interrupting my work. At the beginning of the evening, you
will tell me what you plan to do that evening and I will tell you what’s wrong
with your plan. You will execute
your experiments quietly, you will clean up your area to a
pristine state when you are done, and sneak out like a church mouse. You will defer to my judgement in all
matters, and you will not conduct any experiments outside of your
allotted time. Do I make myself
clear?”
Hermione
nodded numbly, while tears dripped from her cheeks onto the front of her
robes.
“What
do you say,” he asked sharply.
“Thank
you, Sir,” Hermione whispered. For
a long moment they just stared at each other, Hermione safe behind her pilfered
hankie, and Professor Snape secure behind his desk. “Shall I come this
Thursday?”
Professor
Snape nodded. “Bring your
ingredients, your notes and your Potions book. You may use one of the school
cauldrons. I am here from seven
‘til eleven. I will give you a note
to return to your Tower if you stay past curfew. Dismissed.”
-*~~*~~*-
For
six Thursdays, Hermione appeared at the Potions classroom on the dot of
seven. Each week she stopped at a
workbench to put down her supplies, then approached Professor Snape at his desk
and handed him a sheet of parchment.
On it she had written a recipe she had copied from a book in the library
(a different one every week), her thoughts on how it could be modified, and what
she planned to do that night.
Snape
always kept the parchment.
Sometimes he just nodded, said ‘carry on’ without looking up, and
continued marking. Sometimes he
growled or snorted derisively at something – she hoped it was the original
recipe – or gave a long-suffering sigh.
Sometimes he said ‘that isn’t going to work, Miss Granger. Try this…’ and he would make notes on a
separate parchment for her to take away.
And sometimes he would just make comments about portions, cauldron
temperatures, uniform ingredient processing, or wand technique. After the first ten minutes she was
there, it was as if Hermione was working alone.
At
a quarter to eleven, she began to clean up, and at eleven on the dot, she
preceded her Potions Professor out the door. She said ‘Good night, Professor’, and he
reciprocated. The seventh Thursday
was the first instance Professor Snape had spoken a word to her between
seven-fifteen and eleven o’clock.
“Your
parchment didn’t indicate you would be working on a Vitality Tonic
tonight.” It was ten o’clock
exactly, and Hermione had finished what she had planned for that night. She thought she’d practice the elusive
concoction, since she was hoping it would be the basis of her
cure.
“No
Sir. I was done early and I thought
I’d practice it, since it is the most dynamic in its family of potions, and
particularly because of the use of Tincture of Giant’s Whiskers – I believe that
a tonic for Crookshanks will be very much like this potion, Professor
Snape.” Hermione braced for the
chiding her irascible Professor was bound to give her.
“Well,
Miss Granger, you may be correct.
You will find, however, that you cannot learn to make the Vitality Tonic
from a book. It is one of the
potions that require a specific frame of mind – something that cannot be
quantified in a manual. Good makers
of such potions usually learn from a Master.” Professor Snape had spoken without
looking up, and continued his red-pen analysis of an essay without skipping a
beat.
“Aaah,”
Hermione said. She killed the flame
under the cauldron, cleaned up and left early, feeling very
discouraged.
The
next week, when Hermione handed Professor Snape the parchment detailing her
plans, he looked up in surprise. “I
thought you were interested in the Vitality Tonic.” Hermione nodded. “Then why are you not planning to work
on it?” he inquired softly, holding the parchment lightly in his
hands.
“You
said it could only be learnt from someone else. I didn’t think it would be any use to
work on it on my own,” she replied, dejected. “This potion is another family entirely,
I already have the skills to brew it.”
“Yes,
skills you learnt here in class.
You won’t get where you want to go with just your Hogwarts education
under your belt, girl. There is a
great deal more to learn.” Snape
leaned back and crossed his arms.
“I advise you to work on the Vitality Tonic. Prepare a double batch of ingredients,
but only use one batch for now.
Heat the Hart’s blood, add the ground Mouselmeg and stir it with a hazel
twig, not with a steel spoon as the recipe indicates. Tell me when you’re
done.”
Twenty-five
minutes later, Hermione was ready to tell Professor Snape. The Potions professor had been busy with
his normal load of marking, but he found time to glance at Miss Granger on
occasion, and was stowing his quill in his desk in anticipation of her
signal. “I’m finished, Professor,”
Hermione said, even as Snape got up from his chair.
“Yes,
I noticed. There is some
particulate matter in your Tincture of Giant’s Whiskers, but the Hart’s blood
base appears satisfactory.”
Professor Snape peered carefully into the simmering cauldron, whisking
the hazel switch around energetically.
He signalled Hermione to sit and leaned back against the front of his
desk, crossing his arms and sighing.
“I believe that your are correct to concentrate your efforts on the
Vitality Tonic. You will find – “
Snape shook his head, “Never mind.
That is for another day.
When you have mastered the potion.”
Hermione
nodded, a look of confusion on her face, and took out a parchment and
quill. “Don’t expect me to provide
assistance like this every week.
However, I think it would be a waste of your time to pursue any other
avenues, so I will work with you on the potion, this once.” Hermione nodded again. “The problem with the Vitality Tonic is
that, because it is affecting the energetic centres of the subject, it requires
not only ingredients and magic to be successful, but it actually requires a
particular frame of mind on the part of the brewer. It is arcane but not overly-taxing. You should be able to master it at one
go.”
Over
the next two hours, Professor Snape instructed Hermione in the proper mind frame
for the creation of the Vitality Tonic.
At one point, when Professor Snape was telling Hermione that it was one
of many potions – too advanced for Hogwarts students – that relied upon the
personality of the brewer for its properties, she must have made a face –
because he said wryly, “Caution, Miss Granger. I cannot take points for what goes on in
your brain, unfortunately, but I will be eager to do so if you let fly
with that loose Gryffindor tongue of yours.” Professor Snape seemed a little
surprised and embarrassed by his own joke, and added, “I expect you to brew this
potion successfully on your own from now on, Miss Granger – I’ve already spent
far more time on you than you deserve.”
Hermione
only nodded – she did not appear to take offence at Professor Snape’s
words. The Potions master continued
to lecture and advise, demonstrating as he went on one batch while Hermione
practiced on the other. At eleven,
the concoction wasn’t finished, and Snape said “It will be another twenty-five
minutes before it’s done – you should be able to complete the potion in four
hours in future. You should be able
to continue on your own from here, I will wait until you are finished.” And with that he turned on his heel and
strode to his desk, where he remained, apparently oblivious to the presence of
the young Gryffindor, until she began to wash the
cauldrons.
-*~~*~~*-
From
then on, Professor Snape took a slightly greater interest in her work. Slightly greater. He seemed to have some kind of magical
radar for improperly-sliced, diced, minced, mashed, dissected, denuded or
extruded potions ingredients, and Hermione became accustomed to hearing, head
bent over her cutting board, “Miss Granger. I know Muggles have machines that do
that, but since you are at Hogwarts, kindly remember blanks don’t just blank
themselves, you know.” (Insert
potions ingredient and cutting method therein).
“Yes
Sir,” was her reply. Sometimes
cheerful, sometimes glum, depending on the progress of her work.
As
predicted, she had mastered the basic Vitality Tonic and was working on
modifications, progressing methodically through likely families of ingredients,
using her stock of arcane recipes from the Restricted Section for ideas and
inspiration.
Crookshanks
often accompanied her and was (with Professor Snape’s approval) dosed regularly
with the resulting concoctions, to no obvious effect. His vision steadily deteriorated, while
on a weekly basis the Potions Professor muttered acid comments and suggestions
from behind his desk, without so much as raising his head.
In
early March, Hermione caught the flu, twice, and both Poppy and Snape forbade
her from entering the Potions classroom for the rest of the month, citing
respectively her weakness and need to study for NEWTs. The first Thursday in April, Hermione
showed up at the classroom as usual, carrying Crookshanks. Professor Snape looked up and commented
on the absence of her satchel and shrunken box of potions ingredients. As Hermione stepped up to her usual
workbench and laid Crookshanks on the table, Poppy Pomfrey knocked and stepped
through the door.
“Good
evening, Professor. Miss Granger
asked if I could pop by.” Professor
Snape glared at Hermione and shook his head in irritation.
“Professor
Snape – Oh, and thank you, Madam Pomfrey, for coming by – I hope you don’t mind
too much, Sir.” Hermione looked
back and forth between the two as both approached her workbench. “You see, Professor, Crookshanks seems
to be getting better. Here,
look.” Hermione held him as first
Poppy then Professor Snape peered into his eyes.
“Yes,
Hermione – he does look better.
What have you been doing to him?”
Madam Pomfrey looked quizzically at Professor Snape, who looked back and
shrugged.
“Madam
Pomfrey, I really don’t know. You
see, the potions I’d been working on, with Professor Snape’s help, we – I didn’t
have high hopes. I really don’t
understand why this is happening, especially after missing a month of research,”
Hermione said, glaring reproachfully at her Potions
professor.
Snape
sighed. “Well, it might just be the
cumulative effect of being dosed for three months with variations of Vitality
Tonic,” he said. “I don’t believe
it’s ever been used for long-term therapy – “ Snape scowled at Poppy,
“Unfortunately, in the area of wizarding medicine, if a potion is tried once and
doesn’t work, it’s usually discarded.”
Poppy
‘hmmph’ed indignantly, but Snape cut her off with a dismissive wave. “At any rate. I expect Madam Pomfrey will wish to
examine the – er – patient thoroughly,” Snape bared his teeth at the
mediwitch, but it couldn’t really be called a smile, “And if – he – turns out to
be as well as he looks, I expect you shan’t need to return, am I correct?” Professor Snape looked at Hermione with
a crooked eyebrow.
“Yes,
Professor, I suppose so,” Hermione said reluctantly, as Madam Pomfrey gathered
the cat in her arms and made her way out the door. “I guess I’ll go with Madam Pomfrey now
– shall I pop by later and let you know how it went?”
“No
need. I am certain the Matron will
fill me in when I see her tomorrow at breakfast. Good day, Miss Granger. And – good work.”
-*~~*~~*-
Seven
years later…
Professor
Snape was sitting at his desk, marking papers as was his habit of a Thursday
evening. When a knock came at the
closed door, he answered, “Come in,” without looking up.
“Good
evening, Professor,” a familiar voice said softly. Professor Snape looked up in
surprise.
“Good
evening, Miss Granger. It is still
Miss Granger, I presume?” Hermione
nodded. “What brings you to
Hogwarts this evening?”
“Well
Professor, I don’t know if you heard that I’m working in the research laboratory
at St Mungo’s?” Snape nodded. “I came tonight hoping that you still
made a habit of marking papers on Thursdays,” Hermione smiled and her old
professor looked back at her evenly, “to – actually – ask you something about
the work I did for Crookshanks during my final year here.” Snape continued to stare at
her.
Hermione
babbled on, “I realise that it was seven years ago,”
“That’s
comforting to know,” Professor Snape muttered in an
undertone.
“And
I know that you didn’t pay much attention to what I was doing,” At that Snape’s
eyes flashed with – something – but Hermione didn’t notice. “But I was wondering if I could just
pick your brain a little – “ She trailed off as the Potions professor made a
face, presumably at her choice of words.
“Sorry Sir, you know what I mean?”
“Regrettably,
yes, I do. It gratifies me to see
that you haven’t grown out of your Gryffindor artlessness – the Sorting Hat
never lies, or so I’m told.” At
that Hermione rolled her eyes.
“However. Yes, go
ahead. Pick – away.” Snape spread his arms in a gesture more
of resignation than welcome.
Hermione
swallowed and sat in the chair behind her old workbench. “Well Sir, I don’t know if you recall
the variant on the Vitality Tonic that I was working on right after
Christmas?” Professor Snape pursed
his lips and stared at the ink blotter on his desk, then nodded. “Well, after Crookshanks got better – he
died by the way, just last year, with perfect vision ‘til the end – I couldn’t
stop thinking about the work I did here, and wondering why he just
spontaneously recovered. Did you
ever? Wonder?” Hermione looked steadily at her old
professor, who stared expressionlessly back at her.
Hermione
continued. “When I did my graduate
studies and went to work at St Mungo’s, the work I did helped me narrow it
down. I never really bought the
notion that it was the cumulative effect of the potion,” she looked
apologetically at Professor Snape, who made no signs of either offence or
recognition. “And I began to narrow
it down in my mind, eliminating the variations that, based on what I was
learning at Mungo’s, were unlikely to have caused the reaction. You see,” Hermione’s eyes began to
sparkle with enthusiasm, “I believe that the potion, whatever it is, may have
restorative properties for other senses – particularly hearing, for which there
is no satisfactory magical treatment.”
Snape
nodded and said, “So, why are you here?
I saw you taking detailed notes, why don’t you refer to
those?”
Hermione
smiled ruefully. “Yes Sir, I
did. However – I was so flustered,
after seeing the way Crookshanks made his way, or didn’t make his way more like,
around my parents’ house that – well,” she smiled again and Snape nodded in
agreement, “I was in too much of a rush during the first few weeks of
January. When I looked back at my
notes, the very ones I wanted were incomplete.” She shrugged and looked hopefully at
Professor Snape.
“So,
I was wondering – could I jog your memory a little bit about that time? I did some preparation,” Hermione rooted
around in her pocketbook and retrieved a wad of parchments, “Here are the notes
I did take.” She rose from
behind her workbench and laid the parchments on the Potions Professor’s
desk. “Perhaps that will
help.”
Snape
sighed. “I am afraid these are
terribly incomplete, Miss Granger.”
Hermione hung her head and traced a figure eight on the stone floor with
her foot. “However,” Professor
Snape stood up and went to a chest of drawers in the back corner of the
room. “I might be able to provide
some assistance.” He seemed to know
exactly what he was looking for – in a few seconds he was back, and placed a
large, neatly-tied bundle of yellowed parchments in Hermione’s
hands.
Hermione
thumbed through the parchments for a few moments, then looked up
incredulously. “But – these are
notes on my work – in your hand.
How is this possible?” She
moved unsteadily back behind the workbench and sank into the little wooden
chair.
Professor
Snape returned to his own chair and sat down. “Well, it’s quite obvious. I made notes of what you were working on
during the time you were here. The
parchments are chronological, from oldest to newest. The January ones are in the
middle.” Hermione stared at him,
her mouth hanging open, and Professor Snape allowed himself a small smirk. “I actually expected that you would
misplace your notes eventually, Miss Granger. Lucky for me they were incomplete, or I
wouldn’t have had – “ The Potions master paused and brushed a speck of something
off his desk before continuing softly, “Had the opportunity to give you
those.”
“Professor,
I – I don’t know what to say.”
Hermione shook her head.
“All that time, I thought… I thought you weren’t paying any attention at
all – “ She trailed off and stared for a moment into his fathomless black
eyes. “These notes are perfect,
much better than I could have done…” Hermione looked down at the parchments then
back at her old professor, shaking her head in amazement.
“If
you kept these, then – then you must have made the connection also. To the significance of the January
potions?” Hermione asked. Snape nodded. “But – well, that’s pretty major – you
could have,” Hermione shook her head, “You might have contacted me!” She said,
defiantly sticking out her chin.
“It
would have been unseemly to do so, Miss Granger. You needed to work out the connections
for yourself. I assumed that once
you went to work at St Mungo’s, the gears would begin to turn – and, that you
would find your way back here.”
Professor Snape’s face was impassive, but his eyes flashed with
triumph.
“But…
didn’t you work on it at all yourself?
If you figured it out?” Hermione asked. Professor Snape glared at her and
shook his head disapprovingly.
“Miss
Granger. It was your work. I was
just waiting until you were – old enough… to… appreciate
it.”
FIN
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SilentG
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Ten
points to your house if you can identify Mouselmeg.
Teeny
Blackadder reference (paraphrased).
Anyone?