November 19 2009 Yeah, I'm slacking off again... I'm hopeless :( Goddamn it, I'm sad again. Guess what I read today on an assigned reading..? "Mr. Ostrowski emigrated from Poland just after the war, at the age of 21. He worked up north before moving to Toronto in 1956. He never married (“No one ever asked me,” he explains) and has no family. But he has found something close to it in this home." And he's 81! Whats the point of life if you've got no one to share anything you do or gain/obtain with? I hate people who are fucking judgmental on the stupidest things, those who must have it all-feel like they've got 300 friends (btw how is that even possible?) Its all so fking fake, so stupid, and so cold. Seeing this poor old guy, just makes me think of how stupid people are. He was either shy or never fitted in? Who knows... People co-coagulating together because of an upkeep of facade.. is it even real? Divorce rates are all the same, easy come easy go... And yes I realize this makes no sense or isnt expressing what Im really saying. Apparently I though I clearly explain some foreign concepts of ppl and later I realized they totally MISSED the point. Sigh. I just realized no one cares about 'society'. People can live with themselves without calling the police when they HEAR domestic violence in their neighborhood, people can watch others getting murdered and not give a crap. No one cares if ppl are suffering. They care because it makes them look good (look I'm donating, I'm so nice). But they dont give a shit about what causes the problem - and consequently the solution, be it feasible or not. . . .