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11/23/04
Yes, two entries today. This one is a though, so it will be short, but I was just thinking about it and wanted to remind myself. “The power of God is within everyone’s spirit.” Now, whether or not God exists as a being, is irrelevant. God is, to me, an energy/power. The power of love, whatever that means, but maybe also an entity. I’m not to sure about the entity part though. It seems pretty strange, and rather incomprehensible.

11/23/04
Slowly crawling through the mud, the man dreams of being free. He has existed this way since he was a child. Born into a world of death, when he was 6 his whole family got swallowed up in the mud. Not just his immediate family, but the entire human family. He was left all alone, covered in mud with nothing in site but mud. Endless mud, slippery mud that was unable to be walked upon, so he crawled, through the mud, in search of food, usually birds or sometimes ants either stuck in the mud or crawling over it. He was a mud man, and he was the last of his kind.

11/20/04
At work, on a Saturday, wonderful. I had a dream the other day. My son, now almost 2 was sitting on top of my car with me while I somehow also drove the car. He fell off and started to get sucked under the car and I caught him by the shoulders, managed to stop the car and sat down on the side of the road. It was dark. As we sat there, the cars zooming by, some strange animal, cloaked in shadows walked by us, and I turned my head to see the animal better in the shadows. It the attacked me. Afraid to release my son, I let it bite me. It started eating my ear and my neck, but there was no pain, only a warm, fuzzy feeling as it slowly devoured the right side of my face, my ear and my neck. It was making the strangest noises as it slowly ate me. I suddenly woke, and there I lay, on Lukas’ floor, next to him as he softly snored. I got up, put him in his bed, and went into my room and fell asleep. It was strange.

11/19/04
I was thinking earlier today, of something. I am rather tired now, and am reminded of that something, sitting in the back of my head. That something had to do with pain, and how it only exists inside our brains, because if we were to cut off the connections between our body and brain, thus loosing all sense of feeling, the pain would still be there in our body, but our brain would not sense it, so therefore, would it really be pain at or, or would it just be our muscles and joints functioning at a non-perfect level. So therefore pain is not a feeling in our hands, or our joints, or our limbs. Pain is an idea, a thought. It can be ignored, conquered, or enjoyed. Pain is all relative.

11/17/04
sMile. wHile….dancing, in the wind, as your dress blows up around your head and the world stares on at your pink panties with the purple hearts.

11/12/04
Raining. Outside it pours, down upon our heads as the cats run for cover in the dismal light of lightlessness. Darkness, sleep. Happy we run, through the rain, past the drains, as the water sweeps away, carrying our cigarette butts into the ocean where a giant whale swims, his mouth wide, awaiting the arrival of his nicotine fix.

11/10/04
Dreams of broken cars and lost keys, scattered across the highway of confusion. Swings and children swinging to and fro, paper blowing through the wind, adults yelling with caution about the hazards of climbing up slides. I dream on, the worries I see in the eyes of those around me lost in my minds confusion as the dreams rage on and I search for my keys as the paper continues to blow around me in a dance of chaos.

11/08/04
Yummy: My tummy…is filled, filled of bubbles, and acid, and crickets. Yummy: crickets, chocolate covered, with strawberry sauce, doesn’t it make you hungry?

11/04/04
It is really raining. I could imagine so much rain falling that there was no room for the ants. Damn ants, especially Texan Ants. Man can they bite. Super bites. Watch out for the animals who bite even harder than ants, and stay clear of road crossings without crosswalks. Don’t forget to eat sometime within the next week, or else you will die. Just a friendly reminder.

11/03/04
Another month, another page. I read this interesting thing about how much oxygen we consume and how we need to limit our oxygen consumption to help preserve the oxygen. It was talking about how humans only need a limited amount of oxygen, but how cars and other stuff use up tons of oxygen and that we might upset the amount of oxygen we have available. It was definitely strange. Anyway, back to work….yo.

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